Skip to main content

Rashmi - 5 days to Halloween

“RASHMEEEEEEEE,” 

Whaaaat?”

“COME HERE NOWWW!”

Rashmi sighed and put her doll away. Downstairs, she found her big sister in the usual spot by the window. Staring slack-jawed into her phone, with the occasional smirk.

“What is it Ramya?”

Ramya looked up from her screen. She nodded her head at the Lunch Box on the kitchen counter.

“No, mom said you had to go!”

Ramya rolled her eyes. And went back to her phone. Her little sister would give in after a brief rebellion.

Rammmya. Please! You know I’m scared of him.”

Tap tap tap. Ramya’s fingers sent 3 texts, one FB status update and 2 likes on Instagram. Done, she looked up, sensing victory. 
And right on cue, Rashmi said, “Fine, I’ll go. But I’m telling mom! This is so not fair!”

Ramya sneered. “Yeah, you do that.”

A short while later, with boots on and lunch box in hand, Rashmi called out. “Ok, I am leaving!”
No Response. And then her sister hissed from the kitchen.
Rashmeeeee. Don’t get too close to him. You know what he is.” 

Rashmi’s eyes burned with hot tears. 
“Stop it Ramya. Don’t say that!”

“They say he likesss the blood of young girlsss!”

Wiping her face, Rashmi closed the door to the sounds of her sister’s guffaws. 

It was a cold day, with a hint of rain. Her thin jacket fluttered in the wind as Rashmi took the narrow alley from her backyard. The road snaked for a while before disappearing into the woods. She thought about the last time she’d made this trip. When she’d seen something scary (did you really, honestly see those teeth?). And then made the stupid mistake of telling Ramya about it. 

Anger pulsed inside her as she reached the first trees. She trudged in silence, thinking of a million different ways to make her sister pay. On autopilot, she walked for almost ten minutes, before she realized how dark the day had become. This deep in the woods, not a lot of sunlight filtered through the dense tree cover. Rashmi shivered and pulled her jacket close. Where was the house? Did she pass it already? Was she lost?

A few minutes later, she spotted the old bridge. And the house just beyond. Relief surged inside her for a brief second, only to be replaced by fear. Her brain begged her not to go any further. Nothing good waited in that house.
But she’d promised. Never to miss a trip. So she kept walking. One foot in front of the other. Over the bridge and past the overgrown front yard. To the old iron door that separated her from whatever was inside. 

Rashmi turned around. A gloomy fog pressed against the distant trees, wiping away any sign of the road. Swallowing deeply, she found the key in her pocket and jimmied it into the hole. A little pushing and the door opened.

The smell hit her first. An unpleasant cocktail of old air and moldy sheets. And something deeper. Something she didn't want to dwell on. Click. Her flashlight illuminated a long dark hallway with rooms to either side. A sudden movement in the corner. She jumped, almost dropping the lunch box. Two bright eyes stared back at her. Just a stupid rat. Crinkling her nose, she walked on. Rats, snakes, bugs. Those didn’t scare her. Not anymore. 
A sharp turn at the end of the hallway revealed the basement door. She paused there, ears perked up for any sounds. Nothing. She hoped he was sleeping. Or better yet, dead.

She nudged open the door gently and saw the flight of stairs leading down. (He likesss the blood of young girlsss).
Her Disney watch glowed cheerfully, a pink halo of absurdity in this godforsaken place. A giggle threatened to escape her throat, and she realized that she was very, very scared

With a prayer on her lips and her heart in her mouth, 9-year-old Rashmi took the first step down. (Don’t get too close to him. You know what he is.) 



Into the damp darkness. Where it waited for its meal. 


Comments

Popular posts from this blog

Hate the struggles, don't hate Autism.

Its 7 pm. Your child is yelling his head off because he does not want to hop in his bath. Tears are running down his face leaving clear trails in all the grime. Bribes have been offered. Voices raised in despair.  Visual schedules and timers have failed to move him. He does not want to have a bath and that is it. You're exhausted and stunned by the intensity of his tantrum. Unfortunately you cannot budge and you cannot give in because you're scared that it will set a precedent : Mom's a pushover.  But you also know that this tired little boy is soon approaching meltdown junction, where all bets are off and nobody wins. You take deep breaths and tell yourself its not about you right now! How do you help him navigate this ? He loves bath time. He loves water. He'd practically stay at the pool if you'd let him. So why is it suddenly so hard for him?  Why does this bright boy who can do math in his head and talk at length about how to build an airplane st...

20 perfect kernels of popcorn.

Button has always been a picky eater. No.... scratch that. How about super-sensitive-and-guaranteed-to-refuse-any-new-foods. That's a much better description. It's not just an autism thing. Part of it is probably the sensory defensiveness that comes under the autism umbrella and part of is it anxiety about new tastes and textures. I mean - this kid hasn't eaten candy in his entire life!! Could care less about ice cream or pizza! I know, I know - he sounds like an ideal 6 year old who only eats healthy stuff, but man, this is way worse than that. He accepts 6 foods and that's the 6 food choices he's been sticking to for the past 4 years. Its a constant cycle of dosa-pasta-rice-pretzels-chips-fries. So no....not healthy by any means. And his dislike of non preferred foods is so strong, that he will actually gag at us eating a meal. Its that bad! Eating at restaurants means taking his meal along with us and he's that one kid at the party that's eating his ...

Groucho Marx

Today I'm feeling like lists, so here goes. Things that really annoy me : People who brag about how little sleep they got - we get it! Coworkers, cashiers, random people you run into. Somehow this is meant to convey a sense of superpower : "I slept for just 2 hours and look how functional I am". Well, I got news for you! I see all the surreptitious yawns you think you're hiding and I've seen corpses look fresher, so here's your damn medal. Now shut up about sleep! Not-so-obvious racists : See these jerks are worse than overt racists because you can never spot them coming. You're standing in line at the grocery checkout, and you get this weird vibe coming off Cashier Susan who's quick to smile and greet every white customer. But when it's my turn, Cashier Susan will grunt a non committal sound, lose the chirpy eye contact and rush through the process, before smiling widely at the blonde lady next in line. I've seen Cashier Susan fo...